You sit down reading a book but you can’t
Figure out the title though you know the name inside you
‘cause I think I do; I know the words in me
Have been free… simply said ‘You know that They’re out There’
Giving you more weight to carry with a Doubt Stare
All the people around you give you that Doubt Stare
That you hate so much: They say you’ve changed ‘so much’
You respond with ‘This ain’t change; it’s luck’
Your eyes are open Theirs is obviously sewn
That’s why you’re seeing things and They probably know
They’re going to beat you until you can’t possibly grow
‘Why would I come to a place where the people just judge me?’
They’d feel better if they unjustly fucked me
So don’t call me Kurt if I ask you to fuck me
Let the healing process proceed sire.
We’ll need your skin for the heir of your throne
Your anal cavity’s ripped apart you’re finding it hard to breathe
Your gentalia stings and you like that it’s hard to breathe
The tingling in your neck, the blood rushing to your groin
Is just your way of saying to give up on your garbage dreams
All your forgotten schemes make up all your failures
Your ritual self-infliction focuses on your genitalia
Plus you’re loving the slits on your wrists
Bent over; whipped like a bitch… you come out of it covered in shit
Maybe you’re loving the clit, maybe you’re loving the dick
Maybe it’s both sometimes I pray that it’s both
Bend me over, find out, I want to get slain by the goat
Reverse roles; eating dirt holes with innert foes
I’m the baus that always has to work holes
I’m the baus that would rather have the hole worked
Cut the crap and grab onto control first
Of all human souls that patrol across the known Earth
Baph, why won’t you smoke another bowl?
O’ Baph, you know it’s all under control
Baph, why won’t you smoke another bowl?
O’ Baph, you know it’s all under control
Break, Break, Break, A Break in Thought
Farmer: Ayo, yo… is Baph ok?! Aight, aight.
Just want to make sure *chuckles*
(Resolved & Resolute)
Take in the darkness and the seize the day
A break in thought, resolved; I am saved
Welcome to my world; welcome to my pain
The clouds are dreary; welcome to the Reign
So, take in the darkness and seize the day
A break in thought, resolved; I am saved
Longtime Style P collaborator Fortes serves up instrumental versions of eight of his productions for the New York rapper. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 22, 2020